My brain is all fuzzy right now for a few reasons: it's too hot in my house, I've been sitting at a computer for too long, and after sitting by a computer too long I attempted reading Charles Dickens (for a class at school). NOT a good combination - I don't recommend it.
I feel like I definitely need a meditating corner. A little spot with nothing that will distract me so I can just spend time alone, take a breather. Some random spot won't work. My room doesn't really have an empty corner so I guess I would just have to do it in my closet. And when I picture it I picture relaxing music, just a comfy place. Like a bean bag and a radio. ^_^ That's all I would need to sit there and think about life.
I feel like I need it because lately I've been going through this weird thing in my mind... I think. (ugh, there I go again) (if you're confused, sorry I'm just jumbled around haha) Everything's been like... are you doing this right, are you doing
that right? Are you living your life to the
fullest???!!! And I feel like I've come up with a blank wall where I think no, you're not doing everything right and then that blank wall is "well how do you fix it?" and I just don't know. So when I'm going through my daily life I feel like
Why. Why does everything have to be so stupid. Stupid in a way like "Why do I have to do stupid school? It's soooo long and sooo boring!" Sorry I'm saying 'stupid' a lot. I'm ranting - you were warned in the title. So, yes. Wow, I completely sidetracked from my meditating corner topic thinking about what I would think about in my meditating corner! Well, I've decided. I definitely WANT and NEED a meditating corner. Unfortunately, I don't even have a bean bag. (cha-ching Christmas list!) No. I need a meditating corner
now. To set things straight in my head before I start a whole new confusing, stressful week. I think I'll go find some pillows and move my radio. Bye :)
If you read that entire thing without thinking I'm crazy, I'm shocked. I really am. Haha, bye guys. :)
xo - Emma